A Story Behind a Story: An Interview with Foster Hill

Originally shared on Instagram, edited for clarity.

In this heartfelt interview, Foster shared the inspiration behind the existential despair and supernatural elements in his story, the challenges he faced, and his hopes for what readers will take away from Oscar’s journey.

Inspiration for Blending Existential Despair with Supernatural Elements

When asked about the inspiration for blending existential despair with supernatural powers in his main character, Oscar, Foster explained, “At the time of writing the book, I was in a point of existential despair. I used writing as a way to cope, and it became an outlet for me.”

He went on to share that he’s always wanted to be a superhero, which led to the creation of Oscar’s alter ego, Knight Terror. “The idea of the Knight Terror was originally something I wanted to do, but writing a book seemed a lot safer and smarter than actually going out and being a vigilante!” he laughed.

The Power of Regeneration

Foster was asked which superpower he would choose if he could have one, to which he replied, “The ability to regenerate, like Oscar. I think it’s pretty cool.” A superpower that allows you to heal and keep going no matter what life throws at you—it’s easy to see how that resonates with the struggles Oscar faces.

Mental Health and Moral Dilemmas

One of the most profound aspects of The Ballad of the Knight Terror is its exploration of mental health and moral dilemmas. Foster explained how he uses his own experiences with mental health to inform the character’s journey. “I didn’t want to give people a false idea of what mental illness can look like,” he said. “I kept everything true to my own experience.”

The book also explores the challenges of being a hero, which, as Foster notes, requires “unquestionable morality.” Oscar’s journey is a continuous test of that morality, and he is forced to confront both external threats and his inner demons.

The Plainsights: A Symbol of Evil

Foster also discussed the creation of the antagonist, the Plainsights, a secret organization loosely inspired by the Illuminati. “They represent the evil in the world that Oscar is fighting against. Ultimately, he’s not just battling them, but the evil within himself as well,” Foster shared.

This dual struggle—externally fighting an organization while internally grappling with his moral compass—adds complexity to Oscar’s journey and creates a compelling narrative.

Character Dynamics: Oscar, CJ, and Rose

Foster’s characters each play a pivotal role in the story. “CJ is the guy in the chair,” he explained, providing support during Knight Terror’s missions. “Without Rose, there would be no suit. A hero is only as good as his suit, after all!” Foster teased that the relationships between the characters will continue to evolve in the second book, which is currently in development.

The Setting: Toronto General Hospital

Toronto General Hospital plays a key role in setting the scene for the novel. “It’s the first time the book specifically mentions Toronto,” Foster explained. The setting not only roots the story geographically but also foreshadows key characters and mysteries to come. It’s an integral part of Oscar’s development, especially in terms of the questions the setting raises, like how Oscar survived the accident that changed his life.

The Challenges of Writing

Writing about such personal, heavy themes presented challenges for Foster. “It was a personal undertaking for me,” he said. “I had to make my own life, which isn’t very exciting—something exciting and enjoyable for the reader.” On top of that, writing about dark emotions without letting them consume him was a delicate balance. But as he reflected, this was ultimately one of his greatest strengths: “I was able to tap into my own experiences as a well of inspiration.”

The Writing Process: Letting the Story Flow

When asked about his writing process, Foster shared that it was somewhat unorthodox. “I didn’t storyboard or outline. I had this idea for years and just started writing,” he said. Every day, he would write what he was feeling, letting the story and characters naturally come together. “It wrote itself,” Foster added, echoing a sentiment many writers share—that sometimes the characters know where they’re going better than the writer does.

Philosophical Inspirations: Voltaire and Albert Camus

Foster’s philosophical inspirations are evident in Oscar’s internal conflict. He cited the work of philosopher Voltaire, particularly Candide, as a major influence on his writing. Candide explores the search for life’s meaning and happiness, themes that resonate deeply with Oscar’s quest for purpose. Foster also drew inspiration from his favorite author, Albert Camus, whose writing style focuses on providing just enough detail to let the reader’s imagination take flight.

The Message of The Ballad of the Knight Terror

When asked about the message he hopes readers take away from the book, Foster shared, “I want everyone who’s struggling to know that they’re not alone. Things can get better. You just have to believe that there’s potential inside of you.” It’s a message of hope and perseverance that resonates deeply with the themes of the book.

Music as a Reflection of Life

Music also plays an important role in The Ballad of the Night Terror. Foster named the book a “ballad” for a reason—music has been a key part of his coping mechanism. He encourages readers to explore a built-in soundtrack for the novel, which can be found through his social media. “Music is another big thing I use to cope with difficult things,” he explained, blending two of his passions—writing and music—into one powerful experience.

On the Writing Journey: Confidence and Growth

Getting his book published has been an inspiring experience for Foster, one that has bolstered his confidence in his writing abilities. “I trust myself more now. I know I can do this, and do it well,” he said. As for what’s next? Foster is working on the second book in the series, with plenty more in store for readers.

Cats, Inspiration, and Personal Touches

Finally, Foster shared the personal inspiration behind the cats featured in the book. His cat, Fatness (named after his real-life cat, Oscar), is a beloved companion. “He’s amazing, but also a bit bossy and rude,” Foster said with a smile. Fatness, like Oscar, has a bit of a larger-than-life personality, and it’s clear that Foster’s bond with him shaped his character’s inclusion in the story.

Where to Find the Book

The Ballad of the Night Terror is available on Amazon in Kindle and paperback formats. Follow Foster on Instagram @foster.hill2.0 (personal account) and @_fosterhill (business account) for updates on his next projects!